Lelah hati yg tak kau lihat
andai saja dapat kau rasakan letihnya jiwaku karna sifatmu
Indah cinta yg kau berikan
kini tiada lagi ku dapatkan teduhnya jiwa
baiknya ku pergi tinggalkan dirimu
sejauh mungkin utk melupakan
Dirimu yg slalu tak pedulikanku
yg mencintaimu yg menyayangimu
Bila saat nanti aku jauh
ku harap kau mengerti
ku harap kau fahami
The lyric above was posted on her fs wall. As if she's telling someone of something that herself was too, ignorance.
Last nite i checked my friendster account answering the new besday msg, then i was shocked to find out a girl that i usually wish her besday every year since 2004, had gone 4ever, for a year now, moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.
luckily she automated the post comment. her friend post, "to all sis xxx friends, sis xxx has passed away 2 days before eidul firi 2008, she met w an accident".
i was in ignorance for a year that she had gone. but thru her fs i could read that she had plans for her future. The lyric above was posted on her fs wall. As if she's telling someone of something that herself was too, ignorance. She died on 28/9 while her besday is on 28/10.
We came into cyber contact 5 years ago when i noticed that we are from the same uni, so i send a fren request and she accepted. we never met in real life nor in our uni days even thou may be we might bump into each other once. most of our msgs was besday wishes.
i cannot shake off the feeling of eerie that her fs still live on sending msgs of her birthday each year, and if not because of she automated the approval of comment, her friend could not made known to others of her deceased, may be a lot of people n cyber frens will still msging her and 'fren requesting' her as if she's still here.